FML, why I suddenly have outburst of pimples?!?! This sucks.. I've tried toothpaste, primrose oil etc and well, they've worked but not to a huge extent. Oh wellss. I've decided to eat lesser and healthier during recess so as to save money and reduce pimple growth. Yes, I want to "lead a healthy lifestyle" now :')

1. I've haven't been formally introduced to you but I think you're indeed pure annoying and a pain in the ass.

2. Stop being so fake I beg you. And stop flirting around -_-

3. I realised I'm always so unwanted and not needed but till now I've finally see the light. I will always be an extra.

4. Pls talk to me? Guys are supposed to take the initiative! This development is just not enough.

-to four different people-

School is so hectic and busy. Just week 2. Goodness me. I'm dying!

FML and FTW I hate me.

False hopes just hurt so badly. Hate 'em.

Broken promises, false hopes, shattered dreams.... i dunno. Am i sad or angry or what? I have such a mixed mood... i cant decide to get frustrated or just cry.

I used to be so proud of my high ranking post in this place. Now im stripped of everything, and turned out to be so low ranking. Complacency kills too.

And when everyone is having meetings and stuff, im instead playing uno.

I just want a simple life, a happy go lucky life. Is that just so difficult? I always gave in, always sacrficed, always kept quiet even if im pissed, always having no comments. But yet i have so much to complain and to fight for.

And people do grow tired of one another. If you want a person so freaking badly, you wont let go that easily.

People come and go, people love and hate, people gain and lose.

Looking at Rongrong... Oh dearr. When will I become like her? :( will I end up like her, being total strangers with you for 7 months :O

I know this relationship wouldn't last, but I just can't help thinking, when would it end?? Almost all the recent blog post are bloody hell about you :x but I forever would not admit that I have feelings for you. Never ever. I just don't want to admit to this possible fact. Its best if I can well as might just continuing deceiving myself if possible :)

I'm like counting how old a baby is -.- for now it has been.. wow. 4 months going to five. Oh my..

I'm so tired of this.

Can we just pretend everythings alright? Maybe even pretend that nothings wrong? Let's best pretend we've never even met. I don't mind.

I believe I didn't do anything wrong, so stop thinking things too deeply and move on.

其实, 已经差肩而过好多次了. 只是没有缘分吧, 不管距离多近就是不会碰面. Like parallel lines. Actually I don't mind being a parallel line, at least it might be better.

Teddy bears rock. Yes they do. If you know the story of a teddy bear, you would know how hurtful it is to be a teddy bear. :"( <3
Exams over, but the mood just isn't there. Too muchmuch disappointment already. I can't take it man. I think, I'm losing it D:
Maybe I should just admit it. Admit the fact that, well, I'm not the only one in your life. I should just find someone that has only me. Then maybe I won't get disppointed or depressed so easily.
忘恩负义. 要是好心真的有好报, 那就真的好笑. -_- 有些人, 对他好, 但自己有好东西就没有拿出来分享.. 还有另些人, 对你太好, 好到常常感到不好意思, 但又不知道该怎么报答他们.. 最公平的还是那些, 对彼此都好, 在一起时, 真的很自在. 生活里有这些人, 不知该笑还是哭呢!
生活还真是矛盾. :/

Seriously.

It's not like the first day since you've known this person or anything. It's clear enough that this person hates it, so why keep doing it to annoy them? A leopard doesn't change its spots, so their mindset will never change. No matter how much you put your heart into it, they won't even budge. That's life, that's reality. Face it.

Exams in like 4 days..? Not really stressed. Yet. All notes done, memorising hasn't started yet though. This time round my rice bowl kena snatched away by prcs. Grrr. :(

Nobody cares a hoot about what you do for them, unless it's beneficial. So realistic.